When I spied this tree, it reminded me of my last 12-months. Settling in to a new community and making new friends. Dealing with the emotional ties of letting go of the past. Facing droughts and trying to save my precious garden. The fires added another challenge. There were many sleepless nights during that time. Then the restrictions of COVID, which meant spending more time home-based than I wanted to. None of those things in isolation are earth shattering. However, when they come one after the other, the pressure mounts, the cracks show.
So, as I approach year-end, I have two more big tests to face. The 5th anniversary of Richard’s death on December 8. Our wedding anniversary December 16. I feel this year they’ll be much easier because of the year it’s been.
Every day when I walk by this tree in 2021 I’ll say thank you for reminding me that no matter what, if I believe and I have hope I’ll survive. Nature is a brilliant teacher and a great healer, if you just take the time to look and to relate. ♥️♥️♥️
